Worst feeling ever!!

well its nothing bad or anything....i just hate it...

when you feel love and care for someone else...

its amazing if they felt for you too.....but its hell when they dont...

and you get too emotional....thats really bad!!!

and getting over the dude is horrific!!!

they say "as time passes by.....it heals" but that's such a lie!!!

its un-describable to some!!!

its sad!!

some told me...thats why its known as a "Crush"....cause it crushes a person into bits and pieces  :(


will i ever find true love???
*sad face while looking out the window*

Living in determination!!

soooo......im sooo determined of thiings..
i think i shouldnt be....cause chances are...
not sooo clear...or even on my side....

hmmmmmmm........well...i dunno what to say...except i felt like writing that...lol

I am ALL over the place!!

what i mean is that....i just noticed how many accounts i have in different places...and how many i used to have...

i used to have a Tagged account!!
a PerfSpot account!!
a MySpace .... (still do)
a Bebo!!!

but im active on...
my Facebook *Smiley face*
my Twitter *smiley face*
my Tumblr *smiley face*

and recently i am active in a very interesting forum called the EnglishSabla...
it is very nice and reaallllyyy entertaining....you get to know different peeps on there with their opinions on anything and everything....it was worth it..getting on there |*EXTRA smiley face*

Working out TIME!!!!

so i decided to start working out.....get fit and healthy....

yaayyy.....


not necessarily loosing weight even though i know some people would love that i do that.....but as stated before...to get healthier....
and get my body more active...


well with excersizing...comes some muscle pain
*silly face*

yes i am in pain currently.....my muscles kinda hurt...and my niece said that im doing something right
*silly face*

lets hope i get good results by the time im done with these excersizes :p

Days of Ruins...

i hate
hate
HATE it!!!!

when ever i fight with my mum over something......so simple...

the things she says reallly do hurt.....and they dont really boost off my confidence....
i sometimes wish i could tell that she is shredding me bit by bit
limb by limb
skin by skin

and it burns ....

i dunno what to do....how to react except to and get as far as possible and just.....cry....