HAPPY BIRTHDAY REI-CHAN

to my dearest gamer

annndddd.......

(by silver keys i mean golden people..... you would need to hug 5 golden people of your choice before wednesday.....see what happens...on wednesday)

Blonde Rangers

i simply love this <3 <3 <3

Liquid Dream man...

what if i became my own dream man?

what if i became zack fair from ff7 ,
 hei from DTB,
shinjiro from persona3,
samurai/ninja/assassin,
racer then i could have a number one fan of my own who could be my bff,
 kratos from GOW,
jonny depp haha,
a guy with scars, doesnt matter how, where or the size of it....even a small cut turns me on,
light bearded,
has a sense of humor, yet is a badass :p
 guy in a suit :p

(this is all i can think of atm)
well that is a bit too much, yet that is my liquid dream man...
from when i was a kid till now.

True murderer

as a spirit
floating upon clouds
i sit and watch you from afar
i can see through your soul
as you lay there
waiting for the light of salvation
as you lay there
waiting to forget what is considered your past
and then i notice the blood that gushes out from your skin
and how it has mixed with my sweat
i realised that it was i who have pierced you
it was i who have pulled you into the darkness
it was me.....who sits here bathing within your ..... tears....

I need a hug...

i honestly hate this....

i thought my new year would have a great beginning...

but it gets bad with each passing day...

i lost my moon light...

i fought with the hand that rocked my cradle...

im losing grip to my vessel...

im losing sanity...

i feel like im getting dumber and dumber...

i cant control what is happening to me...

i feel like im turning into a monster....

and in matter of days...or months...i will be a creature that has a heart of stone and face of pure cold....