I need a hug...

i honestly hate this....

i thought my new year would have a great beginning...

but it gets bad with each passing day...

i lost my moon light...

i fought with the hand that rocked my cradle...

im losing grip to my vessel...

im losing sanity...

i feel like im getting dumber and dumber...

i cant control what is happening to me...

i feel like im turning into a monster....

and in matter of days...or months...i will be a creature that has a heart of stone and face of pure cold....