What makes me sad when it comes to socialising...

These phrases always get told to me by various people:

• If you add importance to other people, you decrease your own value and importance. 
• You don't need them.....if they don't need you.
• people that mind don't matter and people that matter won't mind.
• concentrate on those who feel comfy around you.

and many more within that same context...

....but me....being me....I do not always listen..... I put people before me....for I do not know what reason...

and time passes by and they might end up leaving me behind....and in the end it is me who gets sad...

and at times....it's not only being left behind but it could be something like:

• when things get awkward and the other person decides to just walk away instead of trying to make it work, if only you could've told me your reason...or is it cause you are over considering that you are scared to hurt me on the way??
• when a person who claims that they do NOT pretend, then they do exactly that when talking to you!! all i ask is please stop hiding...if you hate me....just say so and I shall leave you alone...
• when someone just gets jealous of me for no reason...then starts calling me fake...I am sorry if my natural look bothers you so much....and I am sorry for being genuine and honest ... 
• people who take me as a threat....here is what you can do, ever heard of "keep your friends close....but your enemies closer!"....well if you take me as an enemy, you can work with that concept....get to know me WELL...after awhile you shall realise that I am the LAST person to take as a threat....(truth of the matter is... I suck at being evil...)

there are a few more points which i have forgotten about ... but these are the main points...because I feel like what could have been a great friendship could be destroyed with these simple steps... and it makes me sad that it had or it will have to end like that... 

who knows....maybe in another lifetime we would be closies...